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Well .. its been like .. a year since i've posted a journal. so today i thought of doing it !
if you're wondering why i total stoped doing it because well .. there are so many good and amazing people who have accounts here on DA .. and when i see thier BREATH TAKING galleries ..
its kinda makes me small .. so i desided to stop posting journals and posting anything ..really.
but yesterday .. i met 2 amazing girls who are on DA .. and im proud to say they are also my friends , they really cheered me up and they were just amazing!!
and im happy to try again ..and again till maybe someday i'll have that breath taking gallery .

and i want to thank my amazing bestfriend and sister and my everything i swear , Aidmen. she was always there for me from the start and never left me alone .. i swear to god i dont know how my life would be without her
i love you aidmen c':


and hopfully i'll post stuff .. but not right now cause i forgot my flash memo. xD !
xoxo
emily.

well i wont be online much these days =/ sorry
but i uploaded few pix i hope u guys like them :]
t.c. all !
much love
Emily xoxo

Happy New Year Everyone
and uhh i hope this year will be better then the last one LOL
and yeah ..thats about it =/

ouch ouch OUCH !!!!
my throat has been killin me !
i woke up one day and my voice was totally gone !
and i can barely speak ..ppl can barely understand me >.<
now its even worse ..and i am almost crying , cuase it hurts like hell !!

im even starting to cough a little blood !
im going to the hospital , i've had it with this stupid throat ,and if they cant do anything about it i'll cut it and make myself feel better for GOOD !

ugh well ..its christmas ..so Marry christmas everyone
mine kinda sux ..i might spend it alone
and i dont know about the gifts ...but anyways
i hope u guy's christmas doesnt suck like mine .

love u all xoxo emily